How many people are sick of holding it back?
PeacefulI just noticed that I wrote in my last submitted deviation (the poem) that I said that it was pretty self explanatory, but looking back it really isn't. I think I shall go into the gritty detail now that I have cleared my mind and moved on, but it dose feel good to get it off my chest and let you guys know what is going on with me.
*edit* Removed because of constant harrasment from other parties *end edit*
Like the quote says at the beginning of this journal, "what doesn't kill us makes us stronger", and I feel that what I have gone through brought me to the brink of death and now I am regaining all the self esteem I have lost and trying to look at myself in a positive light again. I had lost about 20 lbs since I broke up with my ex which is really bad because I am a skinny guy to begin with, but right now I am recovering and have been eating a lot lately. I have also been getting out a lot more and getting on better terms with almost everyone I know, which is great. I am very thankful for all the support they have given me through these tough times. I have been more sociable, mainly because before I would hold back because I didn't want anyone to think bad things about me, but then I adopted more of a "f**k it" mentality and that is working out really well. I have been exercising more, though I am trying to get into a gym and have a personal trainer to help me build some muscle mass and hopefully help me be happier, healthier, and raise my self esteem. There have also been a few housing opportunities come up for me, but most likely they won't go through but I'll keep my chin up. Another thing that I've been trying to work on is getting out to places where I can meet more people. I have been out and going to all sorts of places with my friends but none of them are really places to meet people. I have been working hard for myself, and though I try doing what I am doing for myself, I am also doing it in spite of my ex.
In art news I have been able to work on my art more lately, I haven't been working on my manga but I have been working on a project to which I am about half way done, but I will be posting that half very soon, so be sure to critique it for me!
So yeah that is about all that is up with me, if you have any questions for me or anything you want to say go right ahead. Thanks for reading. ^_^
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So, after I sewed back on Cotter's head, we rassled Dick Nixon to the ground, broke his giant pincher claws, and dined on his sweet sweet hand meat.
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So, after I sewed back on Cotter's head, we rassled Dick Nixon to the ground, broke his giant pincher claws, and dined on his sweet sweet hand meat.
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"Where can I buy a phone?"-Vincent Valentine
"And what's the real lesson? Don't leave things in the fridge." - Spike Spiegel]
"There is no such thing as a weapon that doesn't kill.." - Chise (Saishuu Heiki Kanojo)
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So, after I sewed back on Cotter's head, we rassled Dick Nixon to the ground, broke his giant pincher claws, and dined on his sweet sweet hand meat.
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"Where can I buy a phone?"-Vincent Valentine
"And what's the real lesson? Don't leave things in the fridge." - Spike Spiegel]
"There is no such thing as a weapon that doesn't kill.." - Chise (Saishuu Heiki Kanojo)
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So, after I sewed back on Cotter's head, we rassled Dick Nixon to the ground, broke his giant pincher claws, and dined on his sweet sweet hand meat.
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